I just can’t wait to go to the doctor tomorrow. How many people ever really say that? I have been dealing with weird body things for way too long; I’ve got to get some answers tomorrow. I’m worried, anxious and kind of biting my nails…not much to bite there.
I was gathering up all of my lab reports, stacking them in a neat pile when I realized that I could either get good news or bad news. I sat in my chair, pulled out the computer and slipped into dad’s sweater. When I panic, I write. When I write, I process. When I process, I usually feel much better.
the following scripture:
11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. NIV
That is my all time favorite scripture and I’ve had to pull it out several times in my life and this is just another one of those times where I’m pulling it out, reciting it aloud, writing it down and trusting in it. I know God has NOTHING bad up His sleeve. He’s not that kind of God. He’s a loving, gentle, and caring. He also is funny at times, at least He is with me. Maybe He has to be in order to put up with me at times. He’s so patient with me too. Man, I would have thrown in the towel a long time ago, but not MY God. He never gives up on me, never walks away from me and never runs out of time for me.
If you are personally dealing with something right now, bad health, no job, loss of a loved one, moving, job change, irritating family; whatever it might be, remember that God has plans for every situation. Your situation is to prosper you and never to harm you. Hang in there! 🙂